January
2013, I received a phone call from my aunt. She was crying. She said
“My
daughter died” and I was shocked, and started to tear up, my heart broke. I saw
my cousin a few days ago. She looked fine to me.
I
asked my aunt “What happened?” She responds “Her heart stopped beating.”
The
whole family was very sad because we lost a family member. My aunt was very sad
but I was even sadder. Because my cousin and I had a very close relationship
with each other. We were always there for each other. We were two peas in a pot.
I love her with all my heart, but now she’s gone. I’m very heartbroken, took me
8 months to get over that she’s gone and I can’t do anything about it. My aunt
told me “it’s time to let go and move on from life” “I’m sure she want you to
keep living life and be happy” I said “I’m sure she wants me to be happy and
everyone else to be happy as well, even you. My aunt and I started to cry and
we hugged each other saying “Its okay its okay” I said “We will see her later on don't worry"
This
is why I believe that life goes on, because it’s not worth being sad for the
rest of your life. But now I know that life is worth living for. So don’t let
anything get to you or get in your way, always keep in mind that life goes on.
I promise you that life won’t be easy but just keep living it.